First off: I am still undiagnosed. I’ve followed the ADHD topic for more than a year now since I seem to match a whole lot of symptoms and behavior patterns. An official diagnosis will most probably still take another year. I live in Germany.
One thing that got me wondering was caffeine. As I’ve heard, drinking coffee will make ADHD folks not feel any more awake, maybe even a little tired.
While it doesn’t make me feel awake as well, I very vividly remember my first coffee a long time ago that caused a massive outburst of productivity when all of the time I was known for being ‘lazy’ and distracted. However the effect quickly diminished with each subsequent coffee over the next year.
Isn’t this a contradiction though? If I actually had ADHD, why did coffee have this awakening effect on me back then?
Stimulants having a calming effect is not an absolute must with ADHD.
I can only recommend to keep going for an official diagnosis & treatment. It’s the single best use of your time. Cheapest, even free, is the way from a psychiatrist, with a referral. But you probably noticed that it’s nearly impossible to find one.
Very nice and completely remote is GAM medical, but it’s not paid for by GKV. I got the impression that it’s pretty thorough and responsible. Not fast though; if you start now, it would still take months to get a prescription, if necessary.
Quite shady and only technically legal are sites like expressdoktor.com. They take advantage of the fact that any EU doctor can write a prescription that works in any other EU pharmacy. It works more like a webshop, pretending to include a doctor consultation, and it is certainly not safe. Especially the only ADHD drug they have, Modafinil, would require a thorough consideration and check-up when used for ADHD, because it has significant risks. It’s the fastest way, but I don’t recommend it.