I’m the same with books. I never know how to find one that I like.

You can watch the waves in the same way as the clouds… Constantly changing. Also listening to them… Each crash is the departing of an old thought.

Maybe God, if there is one, is telling us something.

…Imagine if parade goers dressed up as natives and scalped the colonizers.

I like looking at the clouds and thinking as if they are my thoughts. The are constantly moving and changing… I can ruminated on them and repeat them or I can let them float away and disperse.

Ime it helps to not use social media…

Also reading keeps my mind distracted… That is if I can overcome the add/depression long enough to get enthralled. Reading does something to distract my brain that listening to music or watching media can’t.

Alcohol is very bad for depression.

I refused to be indoctrinated once they started talking about decimals and fractions… …as if if God didn’t make all numbers whole.

No

Actually it’s just toilet water. Slow motion flushing.

I haven’t actually been living for the past 30 years.

iOS and Android. If you have one of those people are listening.

How bizarre, how bizarre.

Especially Math.

Yeah… That’s why he is president?

Do people domesticate these?

This is kind of out there… But…

I think in the modern world, evil people target regular people to commit acts of horror. And I think this is done through manipulation both in physical and digitally. Kind of like “gangstalking.” In this way a group can make changes to society without becoming a target themselves. Like decentralized war. I think we live in a time when most people are too naive to know or admit this is actually happening because it means in reality there really isn’t any safety or security. In essence there’s a war going on and people don’t even know they are being used for it.

…I kind of think Americas current admin is controlled by this.

As an american… I feel bad that I don’t feel much because I’ve been desensitized to terrorism.

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The horrific ideologies presenting themselves today are a marketed global plan. America is getting cooked, and its in the game plan for it to spread. As people of nations we need to understand we are products that get used for their purposes. The human bond needs to always stand above nations and nationalism, religion, business, and the political game.

Someone participating in the scheme.

During the BLM protests I wondered why I didn’t see and real sovereign players in the street combating police when they were causing problems.

Then I started thinking about it… The sovereign people just care about money. The drug dealers, the people already having gang wars etc… they don’t care. Growing up with hip-hop etc and hearing all the “fuck the police” was all bullshit ime. It shook me to understand this, because hip-hop and street culture played a role in shaping me, although I was only an observer of “real” street life. The streets, in terms of gang and money making ideology is the same as the mainstream world… They just care about the money. If the police are fucking with an autistic kid and protestors that just keeps the police off their back.

It’s all part of the game. The “real” streets are not on the side of peace. They are playing the same game as the legal business men and leaders …except they are playing it illegally. It’s all the same shit from the bottom of the street to the top of the legal ladder. …and it’s all intertwined within the system at this point that it’s completely infected.

Luigi’s are the only type of people to have faith in if that’s the mindset you were thinking about.

There’s no loyalty to humanity from a person that plays “the game.” Otherwise they wouldn’t be participating in that lifestyle.

Rich people’s money and actual dark illegal money is intertwined in our economy. The economy would probably collapse without it.

I wonder how this could be fixed?

If you taxed the rich would it work best to do it gradually? Also would that give cartels and organized crime advantage? Would you have to tackle both?

I wonder if in doing so without doing it gradually would be as messy as what the Trump admin is doing now?

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Make it 10k-12k and it would be a yes if parts and repair ability were guaranteed for 10 years.